I am finally home ! I went doubleO with my colleagues whereby one was malay.
The club was like 80% muslims. Me being chinese was like so alienated lolz
The R&B music was good, but then it seemed too loud for me. I just sat at
the table drinking most of the time.
Time have really changed me.

My previous night shift was doing NUH police post. Since we can't sleep in the post,
I and my colleague was like debating on a particular topic. This muslim
colleague of mine, his current gf was previously with my chinese colleague.
And somehow through the topic, we talked about unconditional giving or love.
I asked him, back then when he stood by her when they had issues in their r/s,
was it unconditional giving. He wasn't really answering my question
because he was saying maybe after sometime, he will give up. However
my colleagues feels that he has already been unconditional.

Then i was telling him, if he really cares for the girl he likes, it isn't
about expecting anything in return. So why should he give up although
they may not end up being together.
And then he started telling me other things that isn't revelant.

Unconditional.. I don't think everyone understand what it
really means. Even melvin starts thinking about why he is
doing all these things for her. Shouldn't the things you do for her
that can make her happy, you will feel happy for her too ?
And it's not really about yourself expecting something in return ?
And when nothing comes out of it, you feel upset over it and
give up caring for her ?

alvinsoojunmin
4/17/2009 03:32:00 AM