what frds said to me ?

Frd1 - Told me being like this now is very damaging to the relationship. If this is the case y let it be ? Said things might improve after sometime when the one i cared had explored enuff and got tired of things ? I only reply to frd1, i take it as a chance for us. At least now, we are still somehow together. . What will happened i wun know. I just need to know i will do things i wan to do while she does hers. I wish the day when she'll really be glad to see me might just come. I can just only wait and look forwards to things in life. .

Frd2 - Told me its the same situation as frd's 2 own relationship. Frd2 now only reply to the other party only when the sms comes. If no smses. . Frd2 just let it be the way. For frd 2 is also making ownself busy by working and studying. Frd2 say currently now this might just be one solution. Frd2 say that maybe being still in the r/s was just being loyal. If another person were to take away from this frd or change of heart, will just let go.. I said i agreed, at least for now there's no regrets as she's still the one i love very much. I'll just care for her hoping she'll be happy in things she do. .

Frd3 - Told me that frd3 ownself also can't get over the other party. Still felt upset cos can't be with the one loved. Frd3 said that the other party is getting married n making plans. Miss also no use. So for now frd3 is trying to get over it. Advised me to try get over it too when the time comes. So i said yes i will, if the day when she had a change of heart to be loving someone else, i'll def give up without even bother her. I told frd3 at the very beginning of 1yr ago that i do not know y we ended up together. I know it's not really for a reason. I told frd3 one thing i rem what i exactly said. I said i will and must tell myself not to end up loving her whole heartedly. I must not give my 100% in it for i know i'll only fall deep in only to end up hurting myself so much when it ends. But one yr later, i told frd3 that i just can't help it. I still ended up being so silly, doing all those things. .

Frd 4 - Told me that understand how i felt cos this frd also feeling upset over something else. I told this frd back that no one could understand how i felt. 6 yrs ago i fell in love with her. 6 yrs later i still fallen so deep. No one can understand how i felt. Frd said understand how much i like her. I replied its not just like, it was love. So ended with i dono really what else i can do. For all i did was simply out of concern for her. There are somethings i have done without her knowing except this frd. Silly things. . But it was simply all of concern. Not spot check her, not to know she's online or not online so i assume things like she's going out with them. It was cos i'm worried about her outside being late and bikes. She doesn't reply me much throught smses. Nor call me anymore. So i just carry on caring for her. Frd said understand what i have done is concern for her. Told me not to worry. I ended with saying i don't know what else i can do. But show my care when i can, hoping that she wun assumed that i'm checking her. Cos i know she's outside with frds. What for i check her ? There's no such need for it anymore. . i just pray she'll be fine. Other then all these, there's nothing else i can do.

Frd5 - Told me if that's the case den don tink about her anymore. SMS this frd instead whenever i think of her and felt like smsing her. For if i ask is she fine or wat she might just think that im only spot checking her. Frd told me just don sms her and see how things go. For even if i keep msging her or calling her, it wun change anything for now. . So frd told me to be happy and do the things i wan to do. Go out with frds or this frd when needed. Said will be there for me. I guess this is a funny thing said. So i replied ok i'll try to do that. . So whenever i tot of her i'll msg this frd instead. So i wun end up irritating her. After all even if she replied, its only short msges. So i'll try my very best not to miss her and concern too much abt her. .

alvinsoojunmin
9/14/2006 10:55:00 PM