Not a bad nitez got a lot of friends and friends' friends at music underground. Shared and opened Chivas however was super crowded tonight full house siaz den outside still got queue at 12plus am. Chatted, ate and got some drinks after mu and reached home at 4plus am.

While drinking, dancing and smoking suddenly wondered what and why was i there. Was like some alienated feeling juz swept over me.Can't really say i'm lost, can't say i'm sad or happy. Was like as if for a moment i was devoid of feelings and some came back very soon. Maybe was just a little bit afraid and den a little petrified of the future ? I guess if some things were not the way they were made to be, there'll be this feeling. (I guess this apply to THAT frd who told me his/her current situation lolz) Guess he/she feels kinda like this for the future.

Wondering 5 years down the road, where and what will i be doing. Will i be single still or attached ? Even if being attached is one thing, will it last is another thing if kiss of destiny simply isn't there. If it comes along my way then realli time to zuo hao ren, quit all these drinking, dancing and definately smoking

Can't really put my thoughts into words anymore le it's too complicated. Life's just so full of complications, course of actions change certain plans...Life juz simply ascertain nothing

alvinsoojunmin
6/13/2004 04:40:00 AM